The most horrid things one could experience…

I

had to fall and lose it all. In the end, it doesn't even matter.

I woke up with Sanju's alarm in his phone. He wasn't there. I told him several times to change the music, but he preferred linkin park the most.

I checked the bathroom and he wasn't there either. Probably he would have gone for a jog along the hostel ground. I didn't mind that, and just went inside to take bath.

Well after that, I did see him on the bed untying his shoe lace.

'Hey, Mr. Perfect! Whattabout ur tie man?'

'Ah? Dude, I seriously don't understand why the heck you are jogging knowing that we have a campus interview. We are already going late and I asked you to keep the alarm an hour early and look what you have done. I just didn't mind you where there are not, I, well was busy.'

'Chill dude, you aren't gonna lose your life just not having passing this interview, eh?'

'Hey, come on! Just wake up! Didn't you realize that this the best company in United States? And if you were working in the company, you would become a millionaire soon!'

'Who cares?'

'What do you mean by who cares?'

'Just live the life you've got. Be happy and enjoy to the core. That's the way to enjoy things around you!'

I smirked at him and just minded my work. I have just an hour left with many works that include eating and walking to the college for forty five minutes.

*

'I'm so sorry, I just can't come. I have this interview to attend, you know how important it is right?'

'K, fine I do, but this is a life matter. If you aren't coming with me, then whom shall I go with to the hospital that is like seventeen kilometers away?'

'I do feel very sorry for your mother, but Sanju, understand. This is not a situation where I can come. My whole ambition from the first year was to join this company and to be settled in US. I just can't leave this opportunity. I have been crying for this everyday to God, and this is holy time where the God has gifted me with things I loved. Though your demands are fully reasonable, I just can't. I love you and your mother. Not that I act so. I do. I do it more than my step father. I thrive with your mother's blessing when she gave me for carrying your sister out of the house when your house was in ruins. I never say I forgot the things that happened like the one I just told at the time of earthquake. I would like to save your mother from another disaster she is suffering now, but I couldn't. I just can't.'

'Is that your ultimate answer?'

'I regret.'

There was a pause for a minute and we were looking at each other's faces till he realized there was something for him to speak apart from whining.

'I regret too. It made sense when I called you to my mom and said for the first time that you were my friend at the first month of the first year. I regret. What made me say you were my friend at that time? Was it natural or forced to be done so? I regret. What made you say you got my mother's blessing? You think blessing is something you get whenever you want? Or is it that I was a fool? I regret more.'

'Don't make me cry'

'Don't make me cry more'

'Oh no, just stop saying you regret. Am I the only person found in this universe?'

'You are the only person to help'

'I can't do anything but just to drop you there'

'You are the only person to help me reach there'

'Well, a bus driver or a taxi man could do that'

'You are the only person to help me reach there quickly.'

'I may drive fast. It doesn't mean that I could drive on the roads of Delhi and at this peak time of traffic!'

'You are the only person to help me reach there quickly to see my mother.'

Pause

I can't, I just can't. I had to tell

'Nothing changes in my mind now and will never'

'I guess that's the answer'

'Good guess'

He just called a taxi and got into it without saying where he is supposed to go to, to the taxi man and just did not even see me. He was crying silently to himself and looked at his feet. He never turned and looked at me. I did not realize that would be the last time I would see him. I heard a car crash and so I turned back to look at the most horrible sight ever seen by any one in their life…

I forced myself to sleep on the following night

*

The next morning I felt something unusual. I could feel the weight of a hand on my shoulder. I turned back to see...

I had no words to speak

'What? I'm so sorry, I put my hand by mistake, Ok?' said Sanju.

Are you bored? Well read this...

Hello, welcome you and me back. I have totally left my keyboard away from my mind and to open this site. Well, I did open sometimes... for updating the design of blog or just rather doing some jobless stuffs to make my blog look some what pleasant to look at. Well, I may not be knowing how much it is true, well, all I can say is that I took many hours to do these stuffs. So, I do need your comments on this.

Well, this blog is just meant for me viewing isn't it? I have TOTALLY lost audiences. This doesn't mean that I am forcing you to have look at my blog every time, ( I do certainly understand that this blog is definitely boring, well according to you...), just leave comments on whatever you wish me to improve on. Well, that could be the biggest help any one can render.


Hm... To talk about I would say I got selected for a 'pharmaceutical quiz by TN branch'. I can't, or perhaps shouldn't, tell it proudly, as it was the BIGGEST FLUKE eva!!! Myself, and 2 of mafrndz, Vishal and Sameeksha were the groups for this quiz. We did not even answer a single passed question! All the Qs we got were SO EASY!!! And when they said we got the first place, we all were stunned! Obviously, as it shouldn't have been for us. So, I thank the opponent teams for ... just thanks. We are selected for the next round for the inter school level at Vels University or something.



The second is my IIT coaching class! Boo! It is totally boring! Well, I have classes on Saturday and Sunday, and timings are
Sat: 6.30-8.30
Sun: 7.00-11.30
Just look at the sunday timings! I have to get up at 5.30 and then dress up, eat and leave at 6.30 in my van! And my sir, who is the director of the SMART institute itself is the worst IIT teacher ever seen. His faculty teach waaaaaaaaaaaay better than him! I like the Saturday classes as they are good without sir and I love my chemistry sir who takes on saturday, He is so awesome!!! Well, there is also another math teacher, who sometimes, look boring ( but definitely not as sir ), but now, the way she teaches integrals is so cool! I would hardly say 'no' to a Saturday class, but the Sunday thingy... I'm just so desperate.

Well for the next year, I'm planning to go to my old IIT class which I had left as people said SMART was better. Now I regret and so the rest of my IIT classmates. I have not many plans about my future nor I definitely say I want to go to IIT for my further studies. I just want to know more and love the life. I also want the life to love me :)

Well, something has happened to me about Harry Potter, I have read the last book thrice (just thrice ), and I love to read it many times. The movie was amazing but I would say the book was more rocking than the movie. I'm waiting for the second part to get released and I'm gonna squat in the cinema theatre with my friends as soon as the movie gets released.