The Terrible Thursday

7.43 am

I came to the main entrance of my house. My van already stood there. It came earlier by 2 minutes. My van driver was inside the van on the driver seat. I came inside to see Avantika, Vaibhav, Meghna and Krishanth(2nd standard) sitting there. Uncle did not come out to open the car diky :P. Then I knew that we had to keep our bags on our lap. I just silently went inside and closed the door and squatted on the back seat.

It was absurd. It was silent. So, it was absurd. Badri wasn't there. I felt I should talk to someone. I couldn't.

I missed talking to Badri everyday what happened in the van or what are the things that we are supposed to bring to school on that day. I felt loneliness like never before in tenth. I found it strange to keep my mouth shut. I couldn't talk either to anyone over there.

7.59 am
We would be in Srinagar colony this time. We went past Balaji's house. I couldn't just stop seeing his house. I felt he would come down to see us. I felt he could at least be in his balcony waving his hand, but I don't know where his balcony is. Even at the turning, I was looking at his house. After it passed my eyes, I felt strange.

8.23 am

Time to get down at school.

While walking near the pump, Badri used to tell me what his first period is. All I remember is that he has Geeta Kumari ma'am's period on Wednesday and no Ganga ma'am's classes on Tuesday. He used to tell me what all Ganga ma'am taught him and I used to compare her with my teacher and say 'She hasn't TAUGHT us' . I think Monday first period is Physics.

We'll be on the parents waiting area where Badri and Balaji will try not to catch attention of PT sir when sometimes they fail to wear their ID cards. Balaji is kinda sincere, so he wears it almost everyday, whereas Badri would sincerity is not to wear his ID card and his belt, not to forget that.

At the reception: We'll all try not to look into the reception for 'you know what' reasons. But sometimes we fail to keep up that and that day would be the most so called 'UNLUCKIEST' day.


Up the stairs we could hardly feel that we are walking because we would be talking and laughing. On the third floor, I used to say 'bye' to them and go to class..

Everything was lost...

8.24 am

I'll put my bag on my desk and sometimes leave to A section or sometimes chat with my classmates. Today when I went, I saw just five girls and just a few boys. However, my friends were there : Arjun , Vrajaraj, Tarun, Anshul, Deepak, KK, Arvindh, Sai Eashwar, B.Sri, and Sai Gopal (I think that's it. If I have missed your name I apologize). Finally just sat there and spent the next six minutes there

8.30 am

The prayer started. I went to my class. I missed the fun when we laughed at Shankar singing the prayer song. Even Shankar wasn't there. I don't know why, I just felt Shankar was there. We could make fun of him and he will say something idiotic and we'll just laugh like horses oops. 'Tamil class would be boring without him' I thought.

Not to comment about the free periods I have, I would like move on to what to what had happened in lunch.

11.32 amGirija ma'am was leaving the room and I came in. There weren't many people. It was strange. But we had fun. WE HAD TARUN'S LUNCH.


3.34 pm

We were waiting there till uncle came after five minutes. I left alone once again. Vaibhav was talking to Madhukar(his classmate who came to his van that day) and I missed Balaji and Badri like HELL!! I know almost everything happening in X A and X C all because of them. We love gossiping. Or rather I like gossiping. We'll share what's all happening in our classes and laugh or comment on it.



My eyes were just on the roads and on the traffic that afternoon. I closed my eyes to take a deep breath.

4.05 pm

I walked home restlessly and re winded my memories.

OUR MIND IS FASTEST THING ON EARTH. IT BEATS LIGHT'S SPEED AND EINSTEIN'S THEORY.

OK! No Problem.... It's OK... I'll Speak... I'll try...Huh... Speechless... Hey! Whats wrong with you?... No No... 'Ayo inda koshu-a thorathungappa!'

I never knew days and excursions could be so worse...

Certain times, you know, it would sound awkward if you keep thinking that I am not your friend just because I am not in your room. That's never going to split us. But if you keep thinking ditch, pizzas can never be tasty.

I am your friend and always will be
If You wish to be a one with me :)

The whole point is, that most of us don't understand is that all our money aren't wasted if we buy a pizza (ate pizza today, and so I am obsessed with it). Even if your dog had licked the pizza, be gracious to give the pizza to dog. And you will be left with the cardboard box. You had paid for it. So, if your dog says no to it, don't worry. Our tummies are designed to take any organic matter (except urea and other stuffs) and digest them which includes paper.

And so am I. The pizza is me. Any dog can lick me. I meant I love dogs. The cardboard is my friendship. I love you every time and always be your friend. Even if the box is eaten, I am in your blood. Eppudi? Mass!

So you are still friends with me and you can come to my room anytime. Rooms are just for sleeping.

So I am not far way from you...

Love you LOADS!!!

Praju ;)

Oh! Is it New Year!!! Then, I resolve...

It's New Year time and I can smell the celebration in the air. I just have this idiotic idea of staying awake till twelve of midnight or morning, whatever you name, because I feel that would make the year somehow interesting. Well, I still love it. Phone calls and wishes light up the year with overflowing happiness which can be clearly seen in my face.

Well, isn't it the time to make resolutions? Well, I do have loads of resolutions and I would like to share some to you. But before, I would request, kindly finish of all your work and then sit to read this.

1. I have this bad practice of sleeping late at night everytime and getting up late. So, for most of the time, I end up sleeping in van . Though, I like this, I badly want to change. I would like to show the alarm clock some respect.

Mr Alarm,

You are so good. Every time I hit you on your head, you never hit me back and still you try to wake me up. Your hands are more precious than mine. I owe you!

So I pledge to get up early in the morning.

2. On getting up early, I would like to practice silence by meditation. I love my life : stress free. I hate when I get stressed up. And so I love sleeping. I always get good sleeps and maybe some times bad dreams(you don't care about that). On the whole I feel meditation would help me improve my memory power(I desperately want to increase my marks in history) and my concentration power (in chemistry).

So I pledge to devote at least ten minutes for meditation.


3. For people who think I am lean, just one note. My weight is 63 kilos and my waist is 73.5 cm. I badly want to reduce my tummy. So, I want to exercise. Yogas would help me have a good immune system and I hope pranayamas could help me get away from my sneezing problems. I just hope. Hoping my hopes come true...

So I pledge to do yogas and importantly pranayamas everyday whenever I have time.





4. I pledge to wait for my school van, and not the other way round.

Scoldings aren't new for me. But I feel ashamed sometimes to be late. I hardly be late, but still, I feel I shouldn't any time.









5. I get caught in school many times just for not bringing my things. I never submit my notes or assignments on time though I would have finished it. I always get them the next day. So, I have a remainder pad to note these things down, but the problem is I forget to write them in the pad! I would like to keep the pad with me every time and note things down.

So I pledge to use remainder pads always.







6. I have a terrible kinda bad hand writing. I would like to improve on it. But I have no idea on how to improve. My math note is one of my worst productions. Thank God, math note will never be checked. And for people who like to open my rough note I would give them a warning.

So, I pledge to improve my handwriting.


8. I love to sleep in history classes. And so I get bad grades in history. I hate history. It is so boring that I sleep everytime in class. And second is physics. Oh my God!!! Physics classes are too boring to put me to sleep. And not to forget chemistry. I loved organic chemistry but the 'Acids and Bases' chapter literally made me lie on the desk.

So I pledge myself to act like being awake in classes (I just can't be awake, so I act)





9. I am poor in calculations. I lose marks just in silly calculations.
I once wrote square root of 9 as +/- 9!!!

I hate these surface area, volumes, areas chapters in maths ans they involve a lot of calculations. So I want to improve quick and accurate calculation skills as swiftly as I can. To improve, I would go with Vedic Maths.

So, I pledge to learn and do vedic maths well.



10. I hate time schedules. Planning them is obviously a waste of time. I don't follow them at all! So rather, I plan my time in mind and prioritize my work and stick up to the dead lines rather than putting up a time chart.


So, I pledge to manage time sensibly and not to put plans and ruin my life.



11. My mom scolds me for spending hours on chatting. But I love to chat. You talk more about things in chat than in person. Do not think I am doing this to annoy my mom. And another thing is facebook. She keeps telling me not to waste time in it. Well, I realized fb has become too boring now-a-days. I just go check notifications, like statuses, check out my friends photos!

So I pledge to not to stop chatting and use facebook without frustrating my mom.



12. I pledge to concentrate equally on my IIT coaching.

For the past few months, I have not been taking IIT seriously. Well, this time, I resolve not to do so. And that too with the IIT coaching in eleventh. I resolve to practice more sums and to be interested in learning things.






13. I clean my wardrobe like once in six months and I end up wearing the same dress many times at home because I hardly see what other clothes under these clothes.

So, I pledge to keep my cupboard clean.








14. FINALLY I PLEDGE TO FOLLOW THESE RESOLUTIONS !!!

The most horrid things one could experience…

I

had to fall and lose it all. In the end, it doesn't even matter.

I woke up with Sanju's alarm in his phone. He wasn't there. I told him several times to change the music, but he preferred linkin park the most.

I checked the bathroom and he wasn't there either. Probably he would have gone for a jog along the hostel ground. I didn't mind that, and just went inside to take bath.

Well after that, I did see him on the bed untying his shoe lace.

'Hey, Mr. Perfect! Whattabout ur tie man?'

'Ah? Dude, I seriously don't understand why the heck you are jogging knowing that we have a campus interview. We are already going late and I asked you to keep the alarm an hour early and look what you have done. I just didn't mind you where there are not, I, well was busy.'

'Chill dude, you aren't gonna lose your life just not having passing this interview, eh?'

'Hey, come on! Just wake up! Didn't you realize that this the best company in United States? And if you were working in the company, you would become a millionaire soon!'

'Who cares?'

'What do you mean by who cares?'

'Just live the life you've got. Be happy and enjoy to the core. That's the way to enjoy things around you!'

I smirked at him and just minded my work. I have just an hour left with many works that include eating and walking to the college for forty five minutes.

*

'I'm so sorry, I just can't come. I have this interview to attend, you know how important it is right?'

'K, fine I do, but this is a life matter. If you aren't coming with me, then whom shall I go with to the hospital that is like seventeen kilometers away?'

'I do feel very sorry for your mother, but Sanju, understand. This is not a situation where I can come. My whole ambition from the first year was to join this company and to be settled in US. I just can't leave this opportunity. I have been crying for this everyday to God, and this is holy time where the God has gifted me with things I loved. Though your demands are fully reasonable, I just can't. I love you and your mother. Not that I act so. I do. I do it more than my step father. I thrive with your mother's blessing when she gave me for carrying your sister out of the house when your house was in ruins. I never say I forgot the things that happened like the one I just told at the time of earthquake. I would like to save your mother from another disaster she is suffering now, but I couldn't. I just can't.'

'Is that your ultimate answer?'

'I regret.'

There was a pause for a minute and we were looking at each other's faces till he realized there was something for him to speak apart from whining.

'I regret too. It made sense when I called you to my mom and said for the first time that you were my friend at the first month of the first year. I regret. What made me say you were my friend at that time? Was it natural or forced to be done so? I regret. What made you say you got my mother's blessing? You think blessing is something you get whenever you want? Or is it that I was a fool? I regret more.'

'Don't make me cry'

'Don't make me cry more'

'Oh no, just stop saying you regret. Am I the only person found in this universe?'

'You are the only person to help'

'I can't do anything but just to drop you there'

'You are the only person to help me reach there'

'Well, a bus driver or a taxi man could do that'

'You are the only person to help me reach there quickly.'

'I may drive fast. It doesn't mean that I could drive on the roads of Delhi and at this peak time of traffic!'

'You are the only person to help me reach there quickly to see my mother.'

Pause

I can't, I just can't. I had to tell

'Nothing changes in my mind now and will never'

'I guess that's the answer'

'Good guess'

He just called a taxi and got into it without saying where he is supposed to go to, to the taxi man and just did not even see me. He was crying silently to himself and looked at his feet. He never turned and looked at me. I did not realize that would be the last time I would see him. I heard a car crash and so I turned back to look at the most horrible sight ever seen by any one in their life…

I forced myself to sleep on the following night

*

The next morning I felt something unusual. I could feel the weight of a hand on my shoulder. I turned back to see...

I had no words to speak

'What? I'm so sorry, I put my hand by mistake, Ok?' said Sanju.

Are you bored? Well read this...

Hello, welcome you and me back. I have totally left my keyboard away from my mind and to open this site. Well, I did open sometimes... for updating the design of blog or just rather doing some jobless stuffs to make my blog look some what pleasant to look at. Well, I may not be knowing how much it is true, well, all I can say is that I took many hours to do these stuffs. So, I do need your comments on this.

Well, this blog is just meant for me viewing isn't it? I have TOTALLY lost audiences. This doesn't mean that I am forcing you to have look at my blog every time, ( I do certainly understand that this blog is definitely boring, well according to you...), just leave comments on whatever you wish me to improve on. Well, that could be the biggest help any one can render.


Hm... To talk about I would say I got selected for a 'pharmaceutical quiz by TN branch'. I can't, or perhaps shouldn't, tell it proudly, as it was the BIGGEST FLUKE eva!!! Myself, and 2 of mafrndz, Vishal and Sameeksha were the groups for this quiz. We did not even answer a single passed question! All the Qs we got were SO EASY!!! And when they said we got the first place, we all were stunned! Obviously, as it shouldn't have been for us. So, I thank the opponent teams for ... just thanks. We are selected for the next round for the inter school level at Vels University or something.



The second is my IIT coaching class! Boo! It is totally boring! Well, I have classes on Saturday and Sunday, and timings are
Sat: 6.30-8.30
Sun: 7.00-11.30
Just look at the sunday timings! I have to get up at 5.30 and then dress up, eat and leave at 6.30 in my van! And my sir, who is the director of the SMART institute itself is the worst IIT teacher ever seen. His faculty teach waaaaaaaaaaaay better than him! I like the Saturday classes as they are good without sir and I love my chemistry sir who takes on saturday, He is so awesome!!! Well, there is also another math teacher, who sometimes, look boring ( but definitely not as sir ), but now, the way she teaches integrals is so cool! I would hardly say 'no' to a Saturday class, but the Sunday thingy... I'm just so desperate.

Well for the next year, I'm planning to go to my old IIT class which I had left as people said SMART was better. Now I regret and so the rest of my IIT classmates. I have not many plans about my future nor I definitely say I want to go to IIT for my further studies. I just want to know more and love the life. I also want the life to love me :)

Well, something has happened to me about Harry Potter, I have read the last book thrice (just thrice ), and I love to read it many times. The movie was amazing but I would say the book was more rocking than the movie. I'm waiting for the second part to get released and I'm gonna squat in the cinema theatre with my friends as soon as the movie gets released.

The Monotony Of School Days

 

Akshay: Dei, unakku idhu eppadi pannanumm-nu theriyuma?

Me: en kitta kekadha. Ask M.Sreevatsan.

Akshay: paravayilla naan ma'am kitta kekurein.

Me: math ma'am-a? naanum varein.

Akshay: dei! Ippo dhaan da math period!

Me : oh (innocent luk)

Akshay: By the way, nee yellaam yaaru. Math-ellaam podurae! Math la ful-ah?

Me: poda! Only 80.

Akshay: on 80 ah?

Me: edinji vizhindirum! 100-kku thaan. By the way, nee yellaam yaaru? Ippove sums ellam podurae, porap pokula full vangiduvae, no probs. Appadiye,eng-la, math-la, sci-la, soc-la and tamil-la MATTUM THAAN ennala unna race panna mudiyaadhu.

Class: gud morning maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmm.

Ma'am: ah, today,…

Me: ma'am doubt.

Ma'am: irrrrru paaaaaa. Just now I come to the class, and adhukkolla kaththa arambichtteya? If you do this, I GET ANNOYED!

Me: sorry ma'am.

Ma'am : let me see who is able to do this sum! Sankaran narayan- ellam oru second-la answer-a sollittaan. Akshay Ramasaami ellam udane answer pannittaan.

Me: blink.. blink…

Ma'am: ennappa idhu? Naane explain pannuraen. Idhellaam LKG problems. Laddu maadiri mark vaangalaam.

She explains.

Class: ooooooooohhhhhh! Claps

 

End of the class…

Ma'am: Prajish, what doubt you have?

Me: not me, akshay.

Ma'am: ennappa? Solluppa…

Akshay asks doubt to ma'am and gets it cleared.

We: oooooooooohhhhhh claps

Class: thank you ma'am.

*

'Ennada period?'

Akshay answers.

'Good morning ma'am.', class said breaking the monotony.

'oooooooooooooooooooooooooh! I can't hear my OWN voice. Your parents are sending you to school for you to study, not for this behavior!'

Draws motor. Explains something. S, sri was saying something… I couldn't hear him for I was drowsy.

End of class

S sri, along with me: ma'am what is the difference between right and left hand thumb rule?

Ma'am: 'this is right hand and this is left hand' she said showing the two hands!

Hmmmmmmmmpppppppphhhhhhh. Steam from our ears. Thinks we are like idiots! We were there no more otherwise we would forget our physics.

 

We went inside the class and found HER there!

'Where were you?'

'Went to meet our physics teacher.'

'Aaugnhh. Next time on wards a…….. a….. don't do it. Okkaiyae? So we were a….. talking about forests Okkaiyae? So write down a……'

I wrote 'aaaaaaa' in my note book

….the benefits of forests. Okkaiaye?'

She spoke and spoke and spoke…..

And so we spoke and spoke and spoke and spoke…

'Aaaaaaaa……………………. You both don't talk. Its is a………………………………..'

Aravindh : 'troublesome'

'Aaauughnhh trobllesssome… never do this Okkaiaye?'

'Ok ma'am.'

 

Next hour,

Booming voice.

'All of you take out your work busks! I will correct them today. After wards, let us discuss the literature reader today.'

Reads Ode to the West Wind.

Nithin and S.Sri slept off.

I asked her a doubt. She nodded and did not reply as she did not hear the question itself.

'The clouds will form a DOOMB! '

'Maam, the clouds form a doom?'

'No it's dome!'

:-|

 

Lunch. Ah. Happy time to go to A section.

Tarun got good lunch and so I snatched from him.

 

Again, I was waiting for the doom at 12.00.

The teacher came with her life: the text book.

She read out the book and called herself a teacher. She gets paid for READING! Well I can do it! What's good when she reads about novels in daily life?

Akshay got up and asked a doubt. She replied to the question. I stared at them. I could not understand anything.

Nidish asked. She said 'I'll come to you later'

Athindra asked. She replied ' Well I think you all can do that as a debate'.

Facepalm

She asked Suddu to wash his face as he was sleeping.

She scolded me for doing math in her period.

BOORRRRRRIIINNNNGGGGGGG.

 

 

6^TH PERIOD

'enna maa. Nithin note book enga? Aravind composition edhukku kudukkala? Srivatsan en ma rendume kudukkala?Prajjessh! inda maa sample question paper. Swathi, cum er(come here), sanksrit stdents go out of the class!'

Again bored.

 

Bell rang.

In my class.

There was TERROR in the time table.

She came and spoke for 45 minutes about electrovalent bonding. She leaned against the desk and twisted her hand and kept her one elbow on her twisted hand's palm. She was rotating her head (Sri told 'ammi kal madire suttraa')and was SCRUBBING her forehead with kerchief.

At the end, I asked her for answer sheets. For that she gave a puppy dog look where she kept all the fingers mutually (not muckuchalli) at 70 degrees and twisted her hand and stuck out her lower lips tilting her face 40 degrees to the left. It made me laugh.

She said 'I have no idea. I will give when I enter the marks' and she went off.

Thank God she didn't say 'what paa, what is this paa'.

 

It was E.G. now,

Do you want me to tell? I don't think so; you guys know will be knowing what will be done. There won't be anything strange. But there were only two things strange : He called Subbu handsome and Vishwesh beautiful.

 

The last period. : BIOLOGY!

Nothing to complain about, things went all well with Satyavathi ma'am.

 

 

    END OF THE DAY!!!

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